So today like any other day I got up and had no idea what to expect from the day. I had the day off, so I figured I would get some homework done or try and accomplish something for the day. Little did I know that today would not be a day like that.
I had a long conversation with someone who I care about. We discussed options for me and my future and what I want and what is going to make me happy but also give me a career and a life I will be able to work with. I broke down today and cried and prayed and prayed some more. God is my strength when I am weak and more powerful than I will ever know.
I have a decision to make in regards to school and the future and what I want to do... I know that there are obstacles placed in front of me on a daily basis and I know they are there to test me and my strength. I know that I am a strong person and that I have so much to offer and have a strong faith. I have found that maybe my journey is meant to turn a different way now. I have decided to break down the careers I am interested in and see what is good about each and what are the possible cons of each one and just see where it takes me... Life is something we are meant to enjoy not something to hate. It is meant to be lived and experienced and a journey among many other things. I know I struggle with enjoying every minute of every day, but I know that there are days that are awesome and other days that well just suck, but they are all good days because God has a plan for us. I may not know the plan he has for me, but I know he has one and I am doing my best to follow the best I can with what I know.
I have to realize that my inspiration comes from him and that through him I have strength and so much more than I give myself credit for or allow myself to believe. I want so much from life and in order to do so I have to allow myself a chance before I just kill the dream. I have to go after something even if there is a chance of failure, if I don't I suppose I would never know what would happen.... God made us the way we are for a reason I am not sure I know the reasons why he made me the way I am, I know there have been points in my life when something happens and I go "that's why he made me this way" or "I am supposed to be here on this path" and at those points my heart is so full of love and excitement because I know I am exactly who I am supposed to be.
I have an idea of what I want and what I want to go after, but I am also leaning towards something else, but again it is going to come down to the list of pros and cons and the overall outcome of the situation for me to fully decide on what to do...
Life is not easy, but if it was then I suppose it wouldn't be so exciting and fun. I love myself and who I want to be and the person I am working on becoming.
I have had a day that I was not expecting to have today, it has no been easy, nor fun. I really thought something was going to end today and something else come from it. My heart was breaking when I thought about this. God only knows and has the answers to these questions...
That is all for now........
These lyrics I find inspiring and what I need to realize at times so I am sharing them...
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn't good enough
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn't want to be anybody else
I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me
You've got every right
To a beautiful life
Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says
It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you
You tell 'em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won't let you touch the sky
Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says
Who says you're not star potential
Who says you're not presidential
Who says you can't be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the best
Who said, who said
Won't you tell me who said that
Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Monday, November 22, 2010
The 30 Days of Truth Challenge Day 23
Day 23.)Something you wish you had done in your life.
Well for me I dont' think this question has an answer yet. I am still living and doing things I want to do. I guess I won't have an answer to this until I am taking my last breath of life. I plan to do everything I can in life and enjoy it and just have fun. I have a list of things I want to do and accomplish and if I don't then I suppose those will be the things I wish I had done in my life.
Well for me I dont' think this question has an answer yet. I am still living and doing things I want to do. I guess I won't have an answer to this until I am taking my last breath of life. I plan to do everything I can in life and enjoy it and just have fun. I have a list of things I want to do and accomplish and if I don't then I suppose those will be the things I wish I had done in my life.
The 30 Days of Truth Challenge Day 22
Day 22.)Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Hmmm... there are a lot of things in life that I could say oh I wish I hadn't done that or this, but then I wouldn't be ME. I know that I have done stupid things in life and made bad choices but I also know that I have grown in a different way because of each experience and am in a way very thankful to having had each experience because it has helped me grow.
Hmmm... there are a lot of things in life that I could say oh I wish I hadn't done that or this, but then I wouldn't be ME. I know that I have done stupid things in life and made bad choices but I also know that I have grown in a different way because of each experience and am in a way very thankful to having had each experience because it has helped me grow.
The 30 Days of Truth Challenge Day 21
Day 21.)(scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
I would be heartbroken for one. But I would rush to where ever they are. I would tell them I love them and I am sorry for whatever stupid argument/fight we were having and that it was not worth it to fight about. I would honestly just let them know I was always there for them and no matter what happened I loved him and was sorry.
Life is too short. Always tell the people you love that you love them. I would hate to have my last words to someone be of hate or out of anger.
I would be heartbroken for one. But I would rush to where ever they are. I would tell them I love them and I am sorry for whatever stupid argument/fight we were having and that it was not worth it to fight about. I would honestly just let them know I was always there for them and no matter what happened I loved him and was sorry.
Life is too short. Always tell the people you love that you love them. I would hate to have my last words to someone be of hate or out of anger.
The 30 Days of Truth Challenge Day 20
Day 20.)Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Wow.. Where do I start on this one.
Drugs have ruined so many lives of people I know and love and care about. Granted yes most of them have come out on the better ends of things NOW, But it was NEVER good. I think that drugs cause people to destroy their lives and hurt themselves as well as others.
Granted I am not saying that I judge anyone by their choices they make, I know that I may question it and wonder why they would, but i know it is their right to do what they want to do.
Drugs hurt my friendship with a few people very close to me.
As for alcohol, do what you want. I am not gonna sit here and say I've never drank because that would be a lie. I do like my occasional glass of wine with dinner. And yes I did go out and have a few nights of were I got drunk and wish I hadn't the next day. I never understood why anyone would want to feel like that all the time. I have people in my life that are alcoholics and have been sober for different amounts of time and I am so proud of each and everyone of them! I know it is not an easy task to overcome and live life with an addiction.
Wow.. Where do I start on this one.
Drugs have ruined so many lives of people I know and love and care about. Granted yes most of them have come out on the better ends of things NOW, But it was NEVER good. I think that drugs cause people to destroy their lives and hurt themselves as well as others.
Granted I am not saying that I judge anyone by their choices they make, I know that I may question it and wonder why they would, but i know it is their right to do what they want to do.
Drugs hurt my friendship with a few people very close to me.
As for alcohol, do what you want. I am not gonna sit here and say I've never drank because that would be a lie. I do like my occasional glass of wine with dinner. And yes I did go out and have a few nights of were I got drunk and wish I hadn't the next day. I never understood why anyone would want to feel like that all the time. I have people in my life that are alcoholics and have been sober for different amounts of time and I am so proud of each and everyone of them! I know it is not an easy task to overcome and live life with an addiction.
Day 19.)What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
First of all I do not talk politics with anyone. I think that is something that just causes issues and arguments with people.
As for religion, I have my faith and my beliefs and yes i am a catholic. But this I also feel like I don't need to go into detail about what I believe and what I don't because he can cause controversies among people that I love.
First of all I do not talk politics with anyone. I think that is something that just causes issues and arguments with people.
As for religion, I have my faith and my beliefs and yes i am a catholic. But this I also feel like I don't need to go into detail about what I believe and what I don't because he can cause controversies among people that I love.
The 30 Days of Truth Challenge Day 18
Day 18.)Your views on gay marriage.
I know that this is a huge controversy with people. I think that you should be able to marry who ever you love. you can't help who you fall in love with and who you love. I think that it should not matter. I think that two people in love should be given the same rights if they are two men two women or a man and a woman.
I know this goes against a lot of what my faith says is right or wrong, but in this day and age why should it honestly matter. Two people love each other and want to show that to the world... Let Them!
I know everyone has their own opinion on the topic and that's fine. I am just expressing mine so don't take it personally.
I know that this is a huge controversy with people. I think that you should be able to marry who ever you love. you can't help who you fall in love with and who you love. I think that it should not matter. I think that two people in love should be given the same rights if they are two men two women or a man and a woman.
I know this goes against a lot of what my faith says is right or wrong, but in this day and age why should it honestly matter. Two people love each other and want to show that to the world... Let Them!
I know everyone has their own opinion on the topic and that's fine. I am just expressing mine so don't take it personally.
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